BIG FAT FUCKING TW bc this is real life </3

6.29

em's memorial was yesterday and that was very difficult for me. i love and miss her very much. i hope that this gets easier.



6.14

i've been helping my best friend's family with her hospice care since she came home from the hospital. we lost her today. this is one of the hardest things i've ever done in my life.



6.3

hi guys. i got to go to an underscores concert which was rly fun, but when i got home i was informed that my best friend is losing her battle to brain cancer. rly struggling rn. none of it feels real. listening to julia wolf and ayleen valentine. what else do u do besides listen to some sad ass bangers and dissociate.



5.25

emotionally very tired. needing a recharge.



5.23

another day, another fuck faced man who's never faced repercussions for his actions harassing me on the internet. why is complacency so normalized? i can't stand their privilege. you're a grown man thinking rape jokes and joking about child sa is funny. you're everything wrong with society. these morons put me in a queue with an autistic CHILD and asked me if i would be willing to have sex with him. this poor kid was so uncomfortable and asked them multiple times to stop saying weird things to me.

val tags & discords btw bc i dont play:

aspen#0021; @/orionleroi & feel the wave#crash; @/westyfv

orion dude lives in Venice, CA on appleton way. send him a nuke for me, x.